Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Cruel maturity

Cruel enough....
....my life sucks!
Inspite of all the bad things happening around me I try to keep faith....faith in the goodness, faith that every person has a good heart. But my heart breaks everytime someone behaves badly. And now it seems that it is breaking for good. Wish I could wake up every morning like a new born child with absolutely no memories from past and heart wide open to everything and everyone. Why is growing up so difficult? Are we getting molded into someone rigid who doesn't see the other side of the world? Is this what is called maturity?
Hope that someday I will become mature and not feel bad about it :)
~ES

Monday, March 12, 2007

Being in Control

What does mean by being in control?
It means to be able to do what you want. It means not yielding to scary thoughts and situations. It means not getting influenced by the people around you who you feel are trying to put you out of control. It means peace of mind and concentration. It means sound sleep and being healthy.

Alright what does it mean???? Somebody controls you???.....

Who decides on/should decide on:
1) What you want?
2) What should scare you?
3) Who decides to be out of control?
4) Who decides when should you be afraid?
5) Who has the right on your mind?

The problem is solved the moment you realize that answer to all the above questions is YOU!